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All my friends want to fucking die
So why the fuck should I want to be alive
I’m just a blip on the map
Death isn’t what it seems
Cling to what I can just a little bit
Fake chemicals to the brain
So this is all we have to live for
I don’t know what made me expect
Anything more
Death grew inside of me
Lost cells in a stream of oxygen
Lost souls in a dream of optimism
Where do we go from here?
I fucking hate the world
I fucking hate myself
I hate the idea of being any better
I’m a fucking stain
This fire in my chest
Represents the emptiness
I once longed for life
Now I just long to close my eyes
I long for what it is just to feel alive
Gripped by the hand of god
I long for what it is just to feel alive
Tossed back with the other lost souls
I long for what it is just to feel alive
Gripped by the hand of god
I long for what it is to want to be alive
I’m an insignificant speck
On a lost rock without any purpose
So if I hang and break my neck
The tears that you shed
Will all be worthless
Why should I want to be alive?
Put me back in the ground
Didn’t wanna live on my own
But I’d rather waste alone
Death grew inside me
Why should I want to be alive?
Give me a reason
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Cut out my veins
Put wires in their place
I don’t want to live another day
Have you ever wondered why
We’re all so poisoned with misery?
Ever wonder why we embrace death
So easily?
I don’t wanna die
But it’s better than living here
Pass the fucking bleach
But not before you take a drink for me
Pass the fucking bleach
But not before you take a drink
I’m sick of living this obligatory existence
I don’t wanna live another day
Take me away
Take me away
I’ll fulfil my debt in the grave
Cut out my veins
Put wires in their place
Organically/empathetically
I don’t wanna live another day
Just turn the motherfucking lights out
Take me away from this motherfucking wasteland
Automatic thoughts fill with nonsense
It’s too much to process
Sadistic signals burn holes in my eyes
Before I ever even got a chance to see the light
Fuck
It’s too much to process
I grasp at nothing just to feel the cold
I’m better off here in the cold
I don’t belong here anymore
I peel my skin back and watch it bleed
Suffocating in synthetic sleep
Cut out my veins
You know there’s no control over me
Control x6
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3. |
Headache
03:32
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There’s a voice inside my head
Saying throw it all away
And when I try to sleep
It still has shit to say
If I give in and concede
Then at least it gets its way
Another night of headaches
Make this my final day
Death
Pressure
Days bleed into weeks
Pressure
And still I can barely sleep
Pressure
Inside me is in entity
Pressure
That will be the death of me
Gravity just fucking take me
There’s a voice inside my head
Saying throw it all away
And when I try to sleep
It still has shit to say
If I give in and concede
Then at least it gets its way
Another night of headaches
Make this my final day
I am sick of it
I am sick of it
Open me at my wrists
I can barely take the thought of this
It’s not death that scares me
It’s the loneliness I can’t stand
But I don’t wanna die today anyway
I doubt that I can make it through this
Take it, take it, I don’t wanna take it
But I’m not gonna make it anyway
I’m so sick, so sick of this
There’s a voice inside my head
Saying throw it all away
And when I try to sleep
It still has shit to say
If I give in and concede
Then at least it gets its way
Another night of headaches
Make this my final day
If, I could fucking mute my mind
I, might not have to take my life
I, am a godforsaken man
Without a thought of reprimand
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4. |
Zero34
01:59
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Life sucks
Get over it
Love does not exist
Only the euphoric feeling
Of a knife right down
My wrists
Poison, turns into disease
Just end my suffering please
Poison, turns into disease
Don’t let me breathe
There isn’t a single fucking thing
Special about you
Not a single characteristic
That seperates your body from the rest of the filth
You’re just another collection
Of bones and nerves
Hastily strung together
To fill the void in somebody’s life
Life sucks, get over it
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Godforsaken
03:14
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Drug fucked
I don’t know which way is up
But it’s the 3rd day unconscious when the sun is up
Hang me from the fucking cross
Jesus is the love that I never lost
Guide me to a bullet in my brain
Guide me to the light, let the choir sing your name
Godforsaken
Guide me to a bullet in my brain
I’m sorry I let you down
Bury me with the bible
I’ll read it in the ground
Bury me, bury me
Drug fucked
I’m my mother’s favourite fuck up
I’m the biggest fucking let down since my virginistic nut bust
Sacrifice and crucify me
Guide me to a bullet in my brain
I destroy myself - From the inside out
Let the light in - and turn my lights out
And then he gives - the lord taketh away
I’m not a fucking angel anyway
I break everything I touch
This heart that I possess is I never enough
So I’ll fill my life with violence
I don’t need too much
Just give me a reason
Not to hate the fucking world
Or end my life
I’ll let the choice be yours
I’m not a fucking angel anyway
I break everything I touch
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Miserable Existence
02:52
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Close my eyes
I won’t be in heaven when I wake up
The weeks keep passing by
So does my will to be alive
Set me free
Impale my broken body
Pin my wounded wrists to this crucifix
I’ve emptied my veins
Replace the blood with oxygen and let it rush to my brain
Well I added another day to the scoreboard of this miserable existence
And tonight I’ll add another notch to this bed of futile resistance
I’m so sick of depending on another
Just to make it through the weeks
I spend so much time in this fucking bed
But I can barely find some sleep
I spend so much time in this fucking bed
But I can barely
Find some sleep
I’m a hollow excuse for breath and bones
Drag my fucking body
I’m a hollow excuse
With this knife I will refuse
To drag my body
Over this bed of nails we call existence
I hate this place
I’m sick of it
I fucking quit
This room will be my fucking tomb
This room will replace the air in my lungs with vacuum
I’ve been suicidal since I knew what suicide was
Torture in my head, what the fuck am I alive for
I fucking quit
I fucking quit
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Grenade Brain Perth, Australia
5 Piece heavy band from Perth, Western Australia.
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